Wednesday, April 8, 2009
ARGH!!! finally im blogging....been having headaches for the past week or so....then no mood blog.....the whole week was like so damn crazy.....stay back so many days....waking up late for sch that i have to rush to sch....and i just cnnt slp well....roll arnd so much in bed.....then wake up so damn early in the morn....so slp until i almost late...and i like woke up arnd 4 in the morning...then slp like 1hr plus wake up agn until 7am..then like rush to sch in 20mins....damn sweaty....but still managed to get to sch on time....then sat at the back and i really mean the back...then like took some random book from kenneth de bag fan myself the whole morning assembly...go back class...damn tired...so like rested a while then cnnt rest anymore le....no mood...then whole day rush like crazy....after sch still stay in class fin up the chinese homework....then runrunrun to open cca room and go have lunch...eat like $3 plus almost $4 worth of lunch oso not enough.....
then had to go back cca room change....then 2.30 had to get the sec1 and 2s fall in...the sec1s go fall in then keep playing arnd...the sec2s see not alot pple then say no need fall in...ii gng be no.1 le then its like im being put under so much pressure and the sec2s treat me like im invisible! WTF IS THIS SHIT! PUT ME NO.1 FOR WHAT? NO ONE RESPECT ME WHAT! GO LET SEC2S TAKE OVER LA PUT THEM UNDER PRESSURE LA!!! WAD KIND OF SHIT ARE THEY TRYING TO PROVE? THEY NOT ARND THE CCA WILL CLOSE DOWN AHHS? THEY WAN I CAN MAKE SURE IT CLOSE DOWN! THEN SEE WHAT THEY SAY! FUCKING ASSHOLES AND BITCHES! IM SICK OF BEING THE GUAIKIA! WAN DO DO UURSELF LA! PPLE DONT COME IS NOT MY TAIJI WHAT~! COME ASK ME DRAG THEM BACK! WHY DONT UUR GO DRAG UURSELF! IM SICK OF THIS!
then after that only have time mark attendance...no time do pt...coz they drag here drag there then like left 15mins how do pt? the pt theye oso need like at least 45mins...dont say footdrills la...the sec2s de discipline not even there lo....out of like 15(i think) pple....only like 4 or 5 pple de attendance is consistent one....the rest is wan come then come dont feel like coming then dont come....so in the end pass to pong take over...give me 15mins change i go change...then no time polish in the morn...then while changing polish...and came out late...tio pump...its like wtf lo....then nasrul go say next time we change must 10mins...WTF! they can not all can la...pls lo...then go for the rehearsal for next mon de NCDCC day...then halfway i got giddy....then fall out...rest...then go back agn..then had to go for AA prac after a while...
AA prac...i alr damn tired le....dont feel like doing le...so i force myself do...and then that bitch had to arrow me for no bloody hell reason! its like my footdrill is not the worst lo....then still must purposely arrow me! then after a few rounds she go tell pong to like help me with my locking of my elbow! LOCK WHAT SHIT! I ALR LIKE AT MY LIMIT LE STILL LOCK WHAT MOTHER F****** SHIT! WAN ME MAKE HOLES IN HER MOUTH AND LOCK IT UP ISIT?! then i in the end really bobian report sick fall out go help sec1s....they still learning wear the uniform....then teach until damn happy....and pong had to spoil my mood by being there...then after that went to cca room rest...then had a small talk with chiuping abt cca stuff...then we go out help sec1s agn...then like stuck with the sec1s until everyone go home...left the sec4s and me....then they dunno what.. wan to test me how to teach sec1s how wear uniform properly tmr...test until the alarm for sch closing started...and they still purposely go pull my sleeves down when i said i dowan to pull it down! ITS LIKE WTF LA! THEY WAN TRY PPLE PULL THEIR SLEEVES WHEN THEY FOLD UNTIL LIKE SO DAMN XIN KU THEN THE SCH IS CLOSING IN LIKE 15MINS AND THEY MAYBE WONT EVEN FOLD IT ALL UP FOR UU BACK! but they were smart to flod it all back...or i would have really whacked the two stupid WOs! its like they think they highest ranking in the sch de cca now can do what they like! then went home....smsed all sec3s to bring full-u tmr...and the stupid brenda had to say she washed her uniform...its like she just had to get it dry and bring it tmr...yet she had to be so GL to say cnnt dry it...then nvm....i lazy to bother abt her liaos....she wan rot i let her rot....i wont care abt such a irritating bitch le....came home like lost my temper so damn easily and almost turned the whole hse upsidedown....
if being no.1 in the cca is so stressful....i rather not be lo....make my brain cells die faster and lose my hair more easily.....and plus im not the kind of pple who can tolerate stress well...i will lose myself if im under alot of stress de....SO IF ANY OF THE SEC4S ARE READING THIS! I WILL SAY THIS! IM PLANNING TO QUIT IF THIS CARRIES ON!
||Zhiyuan ."|| reminisced at [8:00:00 PM]*
